You scare the shit of people, and then they don’t see how scared you are.

I sewed a case for a mobile phone. Who like the original, stylish things, write to me! I can make an exclusive for you. One of a kind :)

The show must go on! The show must go on! I'll face it with a grin. I'm never giving in. On - with the show. I'll top the bill, I'll overkillI have to find the will to carry on!

Tomorrow I'll go on to make my collection and to sew another orders. I need to begin. Vacation is coming to an end.

Hamburg, ich vermisse dich...

There are very beautiful towns with fantastic architecture, amazing sightseeing. But there are towns with mood. It has own style. It has own life. It is the one of a kind. For me, it is Berlin, Hamburg, London, Amsterdam. Many people adore these towns, many people don't like. 

Now a plane is a usual transport for me. But my favorite kind of a transport. And before, every flight was as a holiday.

I'm very tired... Two flights in a one day!! Three countries. And the whole night in an airport. I drink a second cappuccino. Just not to sleep! Not to sleep! I have much time to think about my life, what to do. But i'm sure in myself, i'm happy and my way is right!!

Barcelona...

Very nice city. That's a pity, in this moment i'm here just 2 days. I hope, i'll come soon. 

I again take power and energy. I know what to do, when I'll go back home (the place is still called my home). I'm starting a career fashion designer. There are no another jobs for me. Only this.
I was not taken to the practice. But it doesn't matter for me. I don't give up. I believe in myself. In 2 months my first collection will be ready. Everything is ok ;)

I didn't go to Joop company. May be it sounds strange but i decided "i don't need it".

This is Dasha))

The early morning in Hamburg. The lunch in Düsseldorf. The evening in Barcelona.
I live so. And i don't need another way!!

If your heart says to you: to do something. You have to do it, even if your friends don't think so. The second chance may not to be.
Today i decided to try again. Tomorrow i'll go to the headquarters of Joop. Yes 1 week ago, they said me "we're sorry, but we can't take you now".
But the history knows many different stories))

Everything is ok but i need something. I don't know wahat. Although, may be... happyness.

I stayed at the Pyjama Park Hotel & Hostel. This is a good, comfortable hotel with stylish design. Below the view from a window (i'm at the 5th floor) and the part of a wall in my room.

I'm in Hamburg. I like this city since the first minutes. It's beautiful, unique, with the mood. Weather does not make it bad, grim. I stayed at a hotel on the  famous street of Hamburg - Reeperbahn.The street for outsiders. There are punks, bikers, tourists, homeless, prostitutes, drug addicts and simply extraordinary personalities. This is scary and cool. I have always dreamed to live in the same society!!

Stars fell into my empty pockets accidentally. And they gave the hope...

Pure morning.
48 hours before a departure.

My hobby becomes my job. And it's cool!!

Forget about the other. Only Dasha Verona!!
You want or not... You'll dress my clothing.

Na ja, schade... Doch geht Leben  trotzdem weiter.

I'm exhausted mentally and physically. I would like to see the results of my work soon.
I'm really tired. I want to get away from the world. To  islands, to the ocean. Where I will not be disturbed by anyone.

Das kommt von sich selbst. Ich mache nur so, wie mir mein Herz zuspricht.

Und das freut mich.

Ich schaffe alles, was ich in diesem Moment tun werde.

You'll not have a second chance to make a first impression.

This dress was sewn by me for a client. Maria, the girl in the photo.

Etwas fehlt mir. Ich bin ein bisschen traurig. Doch weiß ich nicht warum. Vielleicht, ist das nur Müdigkeit. Nicht mehr ))

Hush... It's ok. Dry your eye. Soulmate dry your eye.

Very good, i have a depressant. No alcohol at my home, no cigarettes because i don't smoke more. I'm nervous, there are strong emotions!! Some minutes ago i read the one important e-mail. Yes, this is for my career. Much news will be late. After i got an SMS. I have already known, who was it ^^ My hands are shaking. I read an SMS. Yes,  today is my day!!
If I want something, I do. Even if I'm scared. And finally, everything is always ok :)

I think, this is my best creative work...

Das erste Model ist fertig!

Yesterday i did the last step. I sent 2 resumes to companies, who is interested in me. I did all, what i could. Now can't decide anything. Just to wait. And to believe :)

Give me the time, and I'll give you a revolution!

The best ideas come to me in the morning.

I'm sleepy owl  :)

In the fashion world everyone is always tired. Indecent behavior, tantrums, rudeness... This is a typical phenomena in this sphere.

My mouth has a tendency to get me into trouble and my behaviour too. I'm very emotional. I can explode, throw something into the wall, on a floor... But i don't like these moments. This behavior is harmful to people who are dear to me. I am very ashamed.