Very good, i have a depressant. No alcohol at my home, no cigarettes because i don't smoke more. I'm nervous, there are strong emotions!! Some minutes ago i read the one important e-mail. Yes, this is for my career. Much news will be late. After i got an SMS. I have already known, who was it ^^ My hands are shaking. I read an SMS. Yes,  today is my day!!
If I want something, I do. Even if I'm scared. And finally, everything is always ok :)